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>> Saturday, January 10, 2009

Something unforeseen has occurred, altering my life overnight. Presently I am not in my senses to elaborate, just that, life has become unendurable. It’s oppressive to breathe in this atmosphere, as of now. It isn’t possible to recover, I don’t want to either, ergo I need to get out of this apartment, out of this city, to grieve my loss and labor to live with it.

I have to board a flight in 15 hours, I have to pack and leave. It won’t be the same and I can’t be running away forever. I’ll be back, this is my city, this is home after all, and there isn’t much choice however that won’t be happening for at least a couple of months. I don’t have an Internet connection where I am going but I’ll try to connect when I have one and most importantly when I have the strength to go through this existence the way I did, prior to the misfortune.


I thought of scribbling a note before packing away my laptop for 3-4 people who’d always been kind to drop by this space and inquire about my well being.
Please be safe, be well, and be happy.
Until I see you again..
with prayers…

37 comments:

Nash January 10, 2009 at 6:42 AM  

Aria, whatever happened? Is everything OK? This is worrying. I was waiting for a new poem or prose. I hope you are alright. If possible write to me. I'm deeply concerned. Take Care.

asuph January 10, 2009 at 9:09 AM  

take care. stay well. and whatever it is, may you find the strength to deal with it. do let me know if i can help in any way.

-asuph

Perry Strange January 11, 2009 at 8:46 AM  

... oh-- I'm so sorry. Feel better and hold tight and best wishes while you're straightening things out.

... and good luck, too-- just in case.

parikrama January 11, 2009 at 5:31 PM  

Take care and do write back whenever you get the chance.

Rakesh Vanamali January 12, 2009 at 3:16 AM  

Aria

Take care of yourself and always remember to find the courage from within, no matter what!

While it is natural for us all to tread through testing times, it is imperative that we come out of it better and stronger than we were!

That is the ultimate purpose!

May you find peace, always! If you do feel like writing, you are very welcome to send me notes on almost(dot)sunday(at)gmail(dot)com

Rakesh

Alok January 12, 2009 at 6:33 AM  

Keep well Aria and take care


Alok

Jim January 18, 2009 at 5:19 AM  

Take Care of yourself Aria. The Lord be with you and give you strength - Jim

noni January 18, 2009 at 9:06 PM  

you will be ok.....
earth has lot space for us...

links u to my site...

unforgiven January 19, 2009 at 8:02 AM  

Yeah, that running away forever thing? Doesn't work.

MAN IN PAINTING January 19, 2009 at 9:02 PM  

Aria,
take care.You have the strength to deal any difficult situation.
will miss terminal moraine and its glimpses of heaven...
do come back
with deep concern
mip

d gypsy! January 22, 2009 at 9:40 PM  

hey, take care

hopin all is well with u...

stay well

AshenGlow January 28, 2009 at 1:43 AM  

Gather up yourself, dear. Please dont let life get the better of you. Fight it out.

You can..

Am a bit late, sadly. I sincerely wish you all the strength and pray that you shall you recover from all sorrows soon.

Stunned and Concerned..
Ashen

goatman January 28, 2009 at 11:55 AM  

Be well poet of the East

vi February 1, 2009 at 9:00 PM  

Hi Flower,
Hope everything works out and everything is ok. Take Care.

P.

dinkan February 3, 2009 at 9:05 PM  

when u left i have started again...am sure u will recover and come back

Scarlett February 11, 2009 at 2:18 AM  

Aria,
I hope you are okay. Whatever it is, it will pass. We are never given more than we can bear. And we were made for survival. You will be back soon. Better and stronger and with more magic and magical words.

Until then, please take care my dear friend. I will be waiting to hear from you. Please make the return journey soon.

Much love,
Scarlett

Chaggoholic.... February 16, 2009 at 3:11 AM  

Hey Twin just in time to know about u....
please take good care of yourself. I am irregular but always wish the best for you....

The Wholesome Satyr March 5, 2009 at 7:04 AM  

Hope you are well and will be back soon.

noni March 6, 2009 at 12:58 AM  

http://untouchableearth.blogspot.com/

noni March 6, 2009 at 12:59 AM  

you are awarded with The Premio Dardos Award

Jim March 10, 2009 at 5:23 AM  

Hi Aria,

Hope you are well where you are. Blog soon. It has been two months already!

Jim

New Buddha March 10, 2009 at 8:11 AM  

My dear, keep going. Life isnt easy, I know, but you are a strong and talented gal fully capable of coming out of it all with renewed vigour and hope. Yes, it is good to spend some time in solitude, to reflect on your internal strength and fight back. Sweet sensitive soul, when ever you come back, do drop in a line. Hugs from your big brother to give you company till then...

New Buddha March 10, 2009 at 8:11 AM  

My dear, keep going ahead. Life isnt easy, I know, but you are a strong and talented gal fully capable of coming out of it all with renewed vigour and hope. Yes, it is good to spend some time in solitude, to reflect on your internal strength and fight back. Sweet sensitive soul, when ever you come back, do drop in a line. Hugs from your big brother to give you company till then...

parikrama March 24, 2009 at 7:23 PM  

aa ab laut chaley..

Inconsequential April 1, 2009 at 12:40 AM  

I wonder who and how you are now?

hotICE April 8, 2009 at 9:21 AM  

ARIA!!! WHERE ARE YOU!!!!

aria April 30, 2009 at 10:29 PM  

Thank you kindly, each one of you, for the messages and concern. We've polling on 7th May in Delhi ergo despite all perturbation.. I am planning to get back before that.. and VOTE!

I am sure all of you are doing well. I'll drop by your spaces when I return. For the moment, sorry for not responding individually but thanks again for checking on me and leaving your notes.
regards,
A

Nidhi May 1, 2009 at 1:18 AM  

Hey Aria what happened my dearest?? this is first space i visit the first time i long in after months and what sadness here..what is wrong? I pray for all things to be right with you..take care

I hope to hear from you soonest and know that things are fine at your end!
love & hugs
Nidhi

Rest I will save for later

goatman May 1, 2009 at 3:28 PM  

Good to hear that you are alright.

May you have healed a bit from the bad time.
And the best always to you....

Perry Strange May 2, 2009 at 8:54 PM  

she's ba-a-a-ack!

welcome home.

noni May 3, 2009 at 9:01 PM  

All's Well That Ends Well...

hope u healed...

Lion Chiller May 22, 2009 at 2:43 AM  

lost you?

Nidhi May 23, 2009 at 8:50 PM  

where you yet? come back soon..we miss you tremendously Aria

Rakesh Vanamali May 28, 2009 at 4:52 AM  

I hope you are doing well! Miss your posts!

vi May 31, 2009 at 10:46 AM  

Hon, missed you! How are you? Hope things are good with you...take care.

MAN IN PAINTING June 1, 2009 at 8:54 PM  

happy you are almost back..
start posting..
missing your poems..

AshenGlow July 8, 2009 at 4:13 AM  

Twas your parents' anniversary yesterday right? Regards to them...
And wishing that you come back soon....

Missing u..
Ashen

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