Something unforeseen has occurred, altering my life overnight. Presently I am not in my senses to elaborate, just that, life has become unendurable. It’s oppressive to breathe in this atmosphere, as of now. It isn’t possible to recover, I don’t want to either, ergo I need to get out of this apartment, out of this city, to grieve my loss and labor to live with it.
I have to board a flight in 15 hours, I have to pack and leave. It won’t be the same and I can’t be running away forever. I’ll be back, this is my city, this is home after all, and there isn’t much choice however that won’t be happening for at least a couple of months. I don’t have an Internet connection where I am going but I’ll try to connect when I have one and most importantly when I have the strength to go through this existence the way I did, prior to the misfortune.
I thought of scribbling a note before packing away my laptop for 3-4 people who’d always been kind to drop by this space and inquire about my well being.
Please be safe, be well, and be happy.
Until I see you again..
with prayers…
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Aria, whatever happened? Is everything OK? This is worrying. I was waiting for a new poem or prose. I hope you are alright. If possible write to me. I'm deeply concerned. Take Care.
Nash said...
January 10, 2009 6:42 AM
take care. stay well. and whatever it is, may you find the strength to deal with it. do let me know if i can help in any way.
-asuph
asuph said...
January 10, 2009 9:09 AM
... oh-- I'm so sorry. Feel better and hold tight and best wishes while you're straightening things out.
... and good luck, too-- just in case.
Perry Strange said...
January 11, 2009 8:46 AM
Take care and do write back whenever you get the chance.
parikrama said...
January 11, 2009 5:31 PM
Aria
Take care of yourself and always remember to find the courage from within, no matter what!
While it is natural for us all to tread through testing times, it is imperative that we come out of it better and stronger than we were!
That is the ultimate purpose!
May you find peace, always! If you do feel like writing, you are very welcome to send me notes on almost(dot)sunday(at)gmail(dot)com
Rakesh
Rakesh Vanamali said...
January 12, 2009 3:16 AM
Keep well Aria and take care
Alok
Alok said...
January 12, 2009 6:33 AM
Take Care of yourself Aria. The Lord be with you and give you strength - Jim
Jim said...
January 18, 2009 5:19 AM
you will be ok.....
earth has lot space for us...
links u to my site...
noni said...
January 18, 2009 9:06 PM
Yeah, that running away forever thing? Doesn't work.
unforgiven said...
January 19, 2009 8:02 AM
Aria,
take care.You have the strength to deal any difficult situation.
will miss terminal moraine and its glimpses of heaven...
do come back
with deep concern
mip
MAN IN PAINTING said...
January 19, 2009 9:02 PM
hey, take care
hopin all is well with u...
stay well
d gypsy! said...
January 22, 2009 9:40 PM
Gather up yourself, dear. Please dont let life get the better of you. Fight it out.
You can..
Am a bit late, sadly. I sincerely wish you all the strength and pray that you shall you recover from all sorrows soon.
Stunned and Concerned..
Ashen
AshenGlow said...
January 28, 2009 1:43 AM
Be well poet of the East
goatman said...
January 28, 2009 11:55 AM
Hi Flower,
Hope everything works out and everything is ok. Take Care.
P.
vi said...
February 1, 2009 9:00 PM
when u left i have started again...am sure u will recover and come back
dinkan said...
February 3, 2009 9:05 PM
Aria,
I hope you are okay. Whatever it is, it will pass. We are never given more than we can bear. And we were made for survival. You will be back soon. Better and stronger and with more magic and magical words.
Until then, please take care my dear friend. I will be waiting to hear from you. Please make the return journey soon.
Much love,
Scarlett
Scarlett said...
February 11, 2009 2:18 AM
Hey Twin just in time to know about u....
please take good care of yourself. I am irregular but always wish the best for you....
Chaggoholic.... said...
February 16, 2009 3:11 AM
Hope you are well and will be back soon.
The Wholesome Satyr said...
March 5, 2009 7:04 AM
http://untouchableearth.blogspot.com/
noni said...
March 6, 2009 12:58 AM
you are awarded with The Premio Dardos Award
noni said...
March 6, 2009 12:59 AM
Hi Aria,
Hope you are well where you are. Blog soon. It has been two months already!
Jim
Jim said...
March 10, 2009 5:23 AM
My dear, keep going. Life isnt easy, I know, but you are a strong and talented gal fully capable of coming out of it all with renewed vigour and hope. Yes, it is good to spend some time in solitude, to reflect on your internal strength and fight back. Sweet sensitive soul, when ever you come back, do drop in a line. Hugs from your big brother to give you company till then...
New Buddha said...
March 10, 2009 8:11 AM
My dear, keep going ahead. Life isnt easy, I know, but you are a strong and talented gal fully capable of coming out of it all with renewed vigour and hope. Yes, it is good to spend some time in solitude, to reflect on your internal strength and fight back. Sweet sensitive soul, when ever you come back, do drop in a line. Hugs from your big brother to give you company till then...
New Buddha said...
March 10, 2009 8:11 AM
aa ab laut chaley..
parikrama said...
March 24, 2009 7:23 PM
I wonder who and how you are now?
Inconsequential said...
April 1, 2009 12:40 AM
ARIA!!! WHERE ARE YOU!!!!
hotICE said...
April 8, 2009 9:21 AM
Thank you kindly, each one of you, for the messages and concern. We've polling on 7th May in Delhi ergo despite all perturbation.. I am planning to get back before that.. and VOTE!
I am sure all of you are doing well. I'll drop by your spaces when I return. For the moment, sorry for not responding individually but thanks again for checking on me and leaving your notes.
regards,
A
aria said...
April 30, 2009 10:29 PM
Hey Aria what happened my dearest?? this is first space i visit the first time i long in after months and what sadness here..what is wrong? I pray for all things to be right with you..take care
I hope to hear from you soonest and know that things are fine at your end!
love & hugs
Nidhi
Rest I will save for later
Nidhi said...
May 1, 2009 1:18 AM
Good to hear that you are alright.
May you have healed a bit from the bad time.
And the best always to you....
goatman said...
May 1, 2009 3:28 PM
she's ba-a-a-ack!
welcome home.
Perry Strange said...
May 2, 2009 8:54 PM
All's Well That Ends Well...
hope u healed...
noni said...
May 3, 2009 9:01 PM
lost you?
Lion Chiller said...
May 22, 2009 2:43 AM
where you yet? come back soon..we miss you tremendously Aria
Nidhi said...
May 23, 2009 8:50 PM
I hope you are doing well! Miss your posts!
Rakesh Vanamali said...
May 28, 2009 4:52 AM
Hon, missed you! How are you? Hope things are good with you...take care.
vi said...
May 31, 2009 10:46 AM
happy you are almost back..
start posting..
missing your poems..
MAN IN PAINTING said...
June 1, 2009 8:54 PM
Twas your parents' anniversary yesterday right? Regards to them...
And wishing that you come back soon....
Missing u..
Ashen
AshenGlow said...
July 8, 2009 4:13 AM